The other Blog in My Life

yes, I admit it...I'm cheating on this blog. I've started a new blog that I don't necisarily like better, it's just easier to use. So if you wanna read the other blog...here ya go
www.myspace.com/eviekay

First post of 2006

The new year is off to an interesting start. I'm getting things caught back up...such as bills, insurance for the car, registration for the car...In doing such I have found many things I thought were lost...like my drivers licence and the gift card to Target that my mom got me for my birthday in July. I'm glad I found it because I've lately been in the mood for clothes shopping and Target has some cute things.

Something new I've discovered concerning clothes shopping - ebay has some awesome things on it. I found this bad ass jacket that I really want for 25 dollars, but I don't really need a jacket so I didn't buy it, plus I would have had to pay to have it shipped from Hong Kong, even though it doesn't cost much more then haveing something shipped from say Carrollton TX which is were my text book I bought is supposed to be coming from...even though I haven't recieved it yet and I'm getting antsy. Anyways, the designer or buyer of the jacket on ebay has a lot of other outfits that fit my style perfectly so maybe I'll be able to start up dating my wardrobe soon, which is on my list of things to do in 2006.

My car was broken into last night and I want to put partial blame on the idiot my sister married. I get home from work yesterday and the idiot was parked at the bottom of the drive way so that he was in the drive way but couldn't get blocked in...so I had to park in the street. I was trying to be civil so when I walked in the house I blamed my sister - knowing full well she wasn't the one that parked her car like that and I said "gee, get a little confused on how to park in the driveway?" she pointed the finger at the idiot, but he didn't get up to move the car or anything so when they left I was already in bed and didn't get to move the car back into the driveway. Now, I should have locked my doors or at least taken my server book out of the car, but I didn't and someone took my book with all the money I made yesterday in it. So, another thing I'm adding to my list of things to do this year is start treating the idiot like family. He wants to park halfway down the driveway - next time I'll come in and give him the option of getting off his lazy, good for absolutly nothing ass and moving it himself or I'll move it for him..... halfway down the block. He could use a little exercise anyway. And that was my vent for the evening.

Work at Rockfish is going rather well. I've gotten all my old job titles back and the respect from the management that comes along with it. I won't go on about it, but it's such a relief to be caught up on my bills. You know you've hit rock bottom when you're having people park their cars behind you in the driveway so if the repo man shows up he'll have a harder time getting the car. I hated knowing every time the phone rang it was a bill collector for me, but everything is caught up and while I'm in a good sized hole of credit card debt... it's nothing like it was last year. I'm really looking forward to this year. I sense good things will happen.

A dream is a wish your heart makes

So, I posted my blog site on my myspace blog so I wouldn't have to type two blogs...so if you linked here from there...welcome to my corner of the internet. I must warn you that everything and everyone in my life is fair game here so you may be mentioned at some time or other which is why for the most part I never gave my blog address out before because several of my friends are actually mentioned at some point or other...and then there's my sister who is a constant butt of my jokes...just kidding...I don't talk about you...much.

So what's new in my life? I quit Jeffs resturant in Midlothian. I'm going back to Rockfish. I really needed money so I had to move on to a sure thing for a while. Maybe things will pick up at Jeffs and I can go back. I want to point out that this is why you should never burn your bridges in the resturant industry. You never know when you're gonna need to fall back on an old server job for some quick cash.

My regular babysitter got a full time job so now I have no sitter. This makes things really tough. I may even have to postpone one of my classes till the fall semester because I won't be able to make it out to class on campus. I am taking three classes online though so that will help. If I do get to take that class then I'll have my associates in May.

Other then that nothing new. Justin still MIA, but that's ok. I have so much better things to do in life then worry about him and why he just up and disappeared. FYI guys: most girls would rather have you tell her (in an email, phone call, text message...something) that you're not interested or whatever then have you tell her that you like her, she's great and hot and then just up and disappear. Everything you've told her then becomes null and void and she spends way to much time wondering what happend.
And this is why I would be a lesbian if I didn't hate females so much.
I know there's someone out there thats grown up and ready for an adult relationship though, and instead of running around looking for him, I'll just sit back like the cool laid back chick I am, and wait for him to show up. That's my new game plan. I have to much stuff on my plate to worry about when some prince charming is going to come along and sweep me off my feet. It'll happen when it happens. I may be 80 and in a nursing home, but it'll happen.

Happy Holidays!

I hope everyone got really cool stuff for Christmas! I know Ayzlin did. She's just a regular little mommy with her new baby stroller and crib and baby bottles...she spends all her time taking care of her baby doll. She also got an Elmo that's bigger then she is. Apparently Elmo is another word for couch. She carries him everywhere and sits on him. Mom and Dad bought her a toy chest with a book shelf on top. Finally, somewhere to put all her junk! I'll have to post pictures of her soon. She's getting so big!

I also hope everyone avoids the disgusting virus that's going around Ayzlin had it, then my dad had it, then I had it yesterday. It's a 24 hour thing, but man you want to die for those 24 hours. Its an intestinal thing and you can't keep anything down. I'm glad I'm over it though cause we're having lasagna for Christmas dinner. Yay! I don't really like lasagna that much. Only my moms and I could eat that every day and be happy.

In other news, my instructor for PE said we can go ahead and get a start on our class if we want (it's online) I'm glad I waited till this semester to do it. I could use a little work out.

Merriest wishes for everyone!

The Silver Lining

I just have not been in the mood to post lately. Not because there is nothing going on, but because there is perhaps to much going on. I'll try to sum up the important things.

1. I lost Ayzlins medicaid coverage, which is depressing because it makes you feel useless as a parent to know you can't afford to take your child to the doctor, but then I remember that I'm a full time student, mom and employee so really, I'm doing pretty damn good compared to some of the people I had the pleasure of meeting at the medicaid office today.
Really, do these people have nothing better to do then sit around and have babies?
*We did get our medicaid reinstated so she can go to the doctor in January and get her shots.

2. My 18 year old dog had to be put to sleep earlier this month. One would thing that I would be sad over this, but I'm relieved. I don't have to worry about her biting Ayzlin and she was in a lot of pain so maybe it was better that way. I did get pictures of her and Ayzlin together before we took her to the vet though. They sent her to a cremitorium and we recieved a rock filled with her ashes to put in the garden, a little candle and a nice poem.

3. I have most definetly not been in the mood for Christmas...until yesterday. I was stood up (one would think I would learn after the same guy has pulled this 3 times now...but no...) no reason as to why and I get the feeling he's avoiding me so whatever, if he's got an excuse then cool, if not then I'm better off without him. I'm not mad, just dissapointed in him and the person he claimed to have become. Whatever. Anyways, he stood me up so I had some time to kill with Ayzlin. We went to finish our Christmas shopping. I actually decorated the house this afternoon and started wrapping presents. There's been Christmas music and Christmas lights, a tree to put presents under and stockings hung. Now it feels like Christmas.

4. Finished the semester with two A's. I don't know what my other two grades are, but not bad for how hard I've been working.

5. I've been worried because I hadn't heard from Jeff in a while, but out of no where today he sent me a IM saying hi and happy holidays so yay! He's doing alright.

6. Ebay is freaking awesome. I got a 60 dollar toy train that Ayzlin wanted for 15 dollars. I also got a text book for next semester for 35 (these prices include shipping). I have found my new friend.

So, as you can see, it's been hetic and busy, but all is working out for the better and I think its because I have the screwed up belief that everything is going to work out for the best and it will. I always said I believed in Karma and it's never proven to be more true then as of late.

In case I don't get a chance to post before Christmas: I hope everyone has a wonderful Holiday, no matter which holiday it is.

Front, Back, and In Between

On the Home front - Planned my month of Christmas activities. It's gonna be a busy month. Took Ayzlin to have her Christmas pictures made today. She smiled! I ended up buying more pictures then I planned, but since she never smiles it was worth it. I had a rather peaceful day for once.

On the School front - I'm displeased. I worked my butt of this semester. I had A's and B's no problem. Then it happened. The professor from my Geology class rambles, is easily distracted and is now at least 6 chapters behind. We only have 3 classes left before finals. There are still two test we have to take before finals. She won't drop the tests. We're expected to learn the chapters on our own and take the test. There's no possible way to do this in less then a week. These expectations are ridiculous and will murder my B in this class.
The same is true for my math class. Both these classes I worked my rear off for the B's and truley deserved them, but no, now I'll be doing good to get C's because these two teachers couldn't stay on topic and refuse to cut the chapters from the tests. I don't know who to complain to at the college but its really not fair that my gpa is going to suffer because of this.
Oh, useful fact for those still in college. When its time to buy text books, check ebay. I found my art book there for $50 less then what they want for it used in the bookstores.

On the Baby front: She's potty training. Last night she came in and pulled me to the bathroom, so I took her diaper off and she actually sat on her little potty and went. She is so damn smart. I'm really lucky to have such a good baby. I could have a much worse life.

Turkey Day is comng to town

The meeting of Boy and Ayzlin happened sooner then planned. It went well. She liked him, he didn't go run screaming into the night.
That's the hard part of being a single mommy and dating. Getting the guys to understand that Ayzlin and I are a package deal.
Anywho, this one went ok. We'll see how it goes from here.

I registered for school today. I also had class today which totally didn't make sense. The evening before thanksgiving. Many of the people in evening school are Moms who have a meal to prepare for Thanksgiving day. I don't understand why they didn't cancel class. Almost no one was there tonight.

Turkey day is tomorrow. I'm excited. We're going to the zoo early in the morning and then lunch around 2:00. I'm making a new recipie for pecan pie. It was going to be a bourbon pecan pie, but alas, I didn't have time or energy... or gas to get bourbon. Anyways, the rest of my plans include homework, wahoo with mom and dad, Peanuts Thanksgiving movie, and then cuddling with boy. Woo-Hoo. I hope everyone has as good as a day as I think I'll have.

Oh yeah, and whats up with KLTY? They've been playing absolutly non stop Christmas music all week. Damn it! It's not even Thanksgiving yet! I'm refusing all things Christmas till at least December 5 or even 10th.